Two days ago, while worshiping with a friend, I had this strange, strong knowledge that I was supposed to meet with one of my professors, Matt Price, to discuss the situation I find myself in right now. In the heat of the "revelation moment", I hopped right on my computer and shot him an email, scheduling a time to talk.
Skip to the next day and questions are racing through my mind; "What was I thinking? What am I even going to say to him? I don't know this guy at all. What if he has no idea what to tell me? And is it even appropriate for me to share with my professor about my wreckage of a personal life?"
Well, thanks be to God alone, I didn't chicken out and cancel our meeting. I can honestly say that I went walking in there with my head held high, a smile on my face, and absolutely no clue what I was going to say. Within a minute, we were discussing things like we had known each other for a life time. I told him my sob story, and he told me this; I need to learn to be a complete, whole person in Christ, separate from every other person. This blew my mind. It occurred to me that, when I was with Zach, I wasn't being Krista at all. I was being the Krista in, "Zach and Krista", not the Krista in Christ.
This is what this new season in my life is about; discovering who I am in Christ, and allowing myself to find completeness in him, rather than a man. I am going to learn to be Krista the follower of Christ. I am learning to be who he needs me to be, instead of who Zachary needed me to be.
I'll spill my guts about the new things I am learning about my purpose at a later date. But, for now, what I want you to know is that you, too, are complete and whole in Christ. No other person completes who you are. So I hope you find rest in that, as I did. We are complete.
My God is Enough <3
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