Who I Still Am

I spent two years of my life in love with Zach Zahnke.  We had a future planned together, names for our kids, budgeting plans, everything.  Everything that pertained to my purpose in life was attached to him.  But now that future has been shattered.  I still love him with all of my heart, and I'm pretty positive that I always will.  He showed me every day what the love of Christ looks like, and I hope I showed him that too.  We were engaged to be married, and more in love than I thought possible, but distance and young hearts will dash the strongest of loves.

Admittedly, I shouldn't have attached my entire future to him.  Nothing is set in stone.  But since I did, finding out who I am has been anything but easy.  A popular song states, "I don't know who I am without you, all I know is that I should."  That is the truth of where I'm at.

So, my project is to get on here every day, and post one statement that I know is a part of who I still am in this new time, without Zach.  I guess the joy in all this sorrow is that I get to choose.  Here goes everything;

Today, I know that, even though I do not know the future, I am loved by the God who is in charge of creating it.  Therefore, it must be good.

This belongs to all of you to.  I pray you find rest in it, and that I do as well.

My God is Enough <3